A few days ago I was pretty vexed with my marriage with the significant other. Over time, it went from being a wicked thing, to being a bland marriage. Why, you ask me? Ummmm, you know - life gets in the way. It starts with buying a building. It culminates with having kids. More fights.
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It is not that I dont love my girls. These things I had to do which just come up became a set of items that I just decided to fullystop controlling.
The of of a one woman man has been a awesome life. I didn't want to leave that. However, Je suis a man. I wanted to have that excitement that came with a new girl. That feeling that someone *likes* *me* once again.
That's what propelled me into checking for a new adventure. It wasn't mapped out at any level. It 'just happened' - coincidentally. Having an affair was not some BS thing I desired to have personally. Cheating affairs have a social stigma tied with the affair. You never get into them naturally. You purely get bored with your commitment & take a chance that's in front of yourself.
It wasn't about my girl. It was toujours about moi. I started looking on the internets for an answer on how to fix my relationship. I ended up ending on this thing:
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I did not want my infidelity to implode la familia. I unconditionally love my girl and kids. I basically wasn't getting the excitement I wanted out of the damn thing. I decided that if I was going to cheat on my wife, it was going to be a little term affair. And it was. I met Prosze online on a website that was talked about by a jackass I happened to come across. She was hilarious and incredibly fun to be around - on the WWW.
I had a date with her. After a few too potent drinks, we leave together- we had a good time - she asked for my mobile at the finality of the evening, which I assumed to be a good sign.
Then the girl went PSYCHO on me. She started texting, &calling and e-mailing me like a nutcase. Wanting to destroy my marriage. She said she would look up my wife. She said she'd fk me out of my life.
Thankfully I had a falisafe thing named:
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